I'd lie if I would tell you that I don't miss you, you know I do. We could say anything to eachother and know that the other person would keep the secret.
But something got really messed up, and it was my fault this time. I couldn't handle that you didn't listen to me, but i learned the hard way and after a while I understood that it wasn't my thing to decide - it was yours.
I just couldn't live without knowing that you were happy, and the only thing that made you unhappy, was me.
I've never told anyone about this cause i know that it won't help. because it was my fault and nothing can defend that.
I just miss us.



i just can't handle one more month with that kind of pain

Josefine